Monday, October 19, 2026
Free Advent Devotional
Sunday, October 18, 2026
Feast of St. Luke - October 18

From Luke, from The holy Bible, Revised Standard version:
Inasmuch as many have undertaken to compile a narrative of the things which
have been accomplished among us, just as they were delivered to us by those who
from the beginning were eyewitnesses and ministers of the word, it seemed good
to me also, having followed all things closely for some time past, to write an
orderly account for you, most excellent The-oph'ilus, that you may know the
truth concerning the things of which you have been informed.
Luke 1:1-4
Thursday, October 15, 2026
October 15 - Teresa of Avila
From the Office of Readings:
All blessings come to us through our Lord. He will teach us, for in beholding his life we find that he is the best example.
What more do we desire from such a good friend at our side? Unlike our friends in the world, he will never abandon us when we are troubled or distressed. Blessed is the one who truly loves him and always keeps him near. Let us consider the glorious Saint Paul: it seems that no other name fell from his lips than that of Jesus, because the name of Jesus was fixed and embedded in his heart.
Once I had come to understand this truth, I carefully considered the lives of some of the saints, the great contemplatives, and found that they took no other path: Francis, Anthony of Padua, Bernard, Catherine of Siena. A person must walk along this path in freedom, placing himself in God’s hands. If God should desire to raise us to the position of one who is an intimate and shares his secrets, we ought to accept this gladly.
Whenever we think of Christ we should recall the love that led him to bestow on us so many graces and favours, and also the great love God showed in giving us in Christ a pledge of his love; for love calls for love in return. Let us strive to keep this always before our eyes and to rouse ourselves to love him. For if at some time the Lord should grant us the grace of impressing his love on our hearts, all will become easy for us and we shall accomplish great things quickly and without effort.
-Michael Dubruiel
Sunday, October 11, 2026
Michael Dubruiel Meditation (2)
Today’s gospel which recounts the Parable of the Wicked Tenants presents us with quite a cast of characters. First there is the owner of the vineyard. He has done all the work, planted the vineyard, built a wall around it and basically handed over a pretty good operation to those from whom he expects a share of the profits.
The tenants who have been handed over this operation want more. They act as though it belongs to them. They are unwilling to share anything that comes from the vineyard and when the owner sends his messengers they basically bully them and send them away with nothing.
Finally the owner sends his son thinking that they certainly will respect him. They kill the son with the rationale that if the owner has no heir they will take over the vineyard. The result is they lose the vineyard and it is given to others.
If God is the owner, Jesus the owner’s son, and all of creation the vineyard that God has created that leaves us in the role as tenants. The question is what kind of tennants are we?
Do we act as though all of creation belongs to us and nothing is owed to God? How do we treat the messengers of God who are sent to remind us to give God his due?
Do we treat life as a gift from God or as something that we own and we choose when it begins and when it ends?
The parable points to the temptation that we the tenants are faced with in thinking of God as being far away and unconcerned about how we treat his servants. But the end is rather violent and points to the fact that if we reject the very source of life we cannot survive very long.
The Gospel confronts us with a basic choice, Are we living to die? Is all or our grasping and hording of things going to help us when we are dead? Or as Jesus invites us to take up our cross and follow him, Are we dying to live? In the end there is only one choice that makes sense and it is one that we make daily with every choice we make.
Saturday, October 10, 2026
Michael Dubruiel Meditation (1)
What are we willing to die for?
In the late 1970’s while serving in
the United States Army I was stationed in an outpost in Turkey for one year.
The base was a small camp of a hundred
servicemen. On Sundays I would go with several others on an hour trip into
Isanbul where we would attend Mass at the Italian Consulate. Everything though strange was pleasant those
first five months that I was there.
Then one morning while waiting for
an inspection, we were notified that the inspection had been called off. At
first it was difficult to find out exactly why, after all we had been preparing
for this inspection for almost a month. Then the news came, a group of
terrorist had attacked about ten of our guys awaiting a bus near Istanbul. One
of them had died, another who was a close friend of mine had been hit in the
leg, the rest were okay. That Friday morning we were told that inteligence had
learned that several terrorist
groups in the area were making plans to
attack other groups of American servicemen and that we shouldn’t travel off
base until things had a chance to cool down.
The Chaplain on the base notified
me on Saturday that the Sunday trip to the Italian Consulate was still on and
would leave at the normal time on Sunday morning. I remember standing from a
distance to see if anyone would actually venture out on the trip to go to Mass
when things were so dangerous. I watched as the Colonel and another officer got
into the military vehicle and then after waiting awhile (presumably for me)
they left for Mass.
The next day it was necessary that
a group of us go into Istanbul for supplies. Riding through the streets of the
city it suddenly dawned on me that I hadn’t thought twice about doing what I
was ordered to do but when given the choice to go to mass I had passed. It
suddenly dawned on me that I was willing
to die for my country (by the mere fact of being in the Armed Forces) but that
I wasn’t ready to die for my faith. The next Sunday I went into town with the
others and went to Mass and obviously it didn’t cost me my life.
Friday, October 09, 2026
Michael Dubruiel: The Power of the Cross
The Cross of Christ Teaches Us. . . How to Pray
And in praying do not heap up empty phrases as the Gentiles do; for they think that they will be heard for their many words. Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him. MATTHEW 6:7–8
Praying as a Follower of Christ
Throughout the centuries, Christians in the East and the West have signed themselves with the cross. When it is done with little thought or care, the sign loses much of its power. Contemplating both the action and what it symbolizes as you make the sign, on the other hand, is the perfect way to begin any conversation with God.
As you make the sign of the cross, you place your entire being in the shadow of the cross of Christ. By invoking the Trinity as you make this holy sign, you immediately call to mind that facing the cross is something we dare not do alone, but only in God’s presence. Every moment, we must choose between the way of the cross of Christ and the way of perdition. Every minute, the battle for our salvation is being lost or won.
Thursday, October 08, 2026
Michael Dubruiel: Free Catholic Book
From How to Get the Most Out of the Eucharist by Michael Dubruiel - free today
Chapter 1 - Serve, Part 1
“You shall worship the Lord your God and him only shall you serve.”
M ATTHEW 4:10
In my home parish, St. John the Baptist in Fort Wayne, Indiana, the words Parate Viam Domini are inscribed over the front doors. The two years of Latin that I had in college and my knowledge of Scripture are enough for me to figure out that the message greeting me each Sunday are the words of St. John the Baptist in the desert, “Prepare the way of the Lord.” It is an excellent message to set the tone for the mystery that is about to be celebrated.
PREPARATION
I remember how differently I approached the Mass when as a young man I began to serve at the Eucharist as an altar boy. Before I could serve for the first time, I had to attend training sessions so that I knew what gestures and movements I was to make, and had to study the Latin responses so that I could answer the prayers of the priest at the appropriate time.Sometimes school was sacrificed so that I could serve a funeral mass,or a Saturday afternoon so that the priest could be attended to as he witnessed the marriage vows of a couple celebrating the Sacrament of Matrimony.
The thought and preparation that went into serving at the Eucharist required a sacrifice on my part but kept me focused on why I was there. Adults who serve as lectors, ushers, extraordinary ministers of the Eucharist,and choir members often mention feeling similar sentiments when they first take on these acts of service. Yet with time we are all apt to find ourselves going through the motions without much preparation and indeed without much thought about the fact that we are serving God in our respective roles at the Eucharist, and this inattentiveness is to our detriment. Making preparations is the work of a servant, and in the celebration of the Eucharist it is the work of every disciple of Christ.
PREPARATION
The thought and preparation that went into serving at the Eucharist required a sacrifice on my part but kept me focused on why I was there. Adults who serve as lectors, ushers, extraordinary ministers of the Eucharist,and choir members often mention feeling similar sentiments when they first take on these acts of service. Yet with time we are all apt to find ourselves going through the motions without much preparation and indeed without much thought about the fact that we are serving God in our respective roles at the Eucharist, and this inattentiveness is to our detriment. Making preparations is the work of a servant, and in the celebration of the Eucharist it is the work of every disciple of Christ.
Wednesday, October 07, 2026
Michael Dubruiel: Free Catholic Book
From How to Get the Most Out of the Eucharist by Michael Dubruiel - free today
Jesus told a parable about what happens when a storm comes that lashes out against our very lives (see Matthew 7:24–27). He said that the wise person builds his house (his life) on solid ground,on rock (the image that he used to speak about his church and Peter). The foolish person builds on sand and is destroyed by the storms of life.
The work of building the foundation on which our lives depend takes place every time we participate in the Eucharist. While I was putting the finishing touches on this book I traveled to Florida, right after Hurricane Frances had made a direct hit near Stuart, Florida. I had been scheduled to give a talk in nearby Palm Beach Gardens two days after the storm had hit.The talk was canceled because the church, St. Patrick’s, was without power, but I had the opportunity to meet with the pastor of the parish, Father Brian Flanagan, and some of the parish staff. In the midst of much devastation what remains vivid in my mind is how peaceful everyone there was. I know Father Brian to be a man whose deep faith is rooted in the Eucharist, and what I experienced in those days immediately following Hurricane Frances was a literal exposition of Jesus’s parable — the storm had come,but because the lives of the people I met were built on solid rock, they were not destroyed.
Isn’t this what we all want, a joy that the world cannot take away, no matter what might happen? Our Lord offers it to us at every Eucharist. It is my hope that this small book will help you to better experience this joy, and to discover the richness the Lord’s Eucharistic presence can add to your life.
Tuesday, October 06, 2026
Free Catholic Book
From How to Get the Most Out of the Eucharist by Michael Dubruiel - free today
I was giving a talk at a Catholic parish in rural Ohio a few years ago about the topic of this book.When I had concluded my presentation someone asked,“Why do people care so little about their faith today?” I told them of a man, a non-Catholic, I had known who cared little about his faith but attended Mass every week with his Catholic wife because he wanted to make her happy. He did this for years, to the point that several priests tried to convince him that he should convert to the Catholic faith since he had been attending the Eucharist for so many years. He refused. Then he was diagnosed with bone cancer. His condition deteriorated rapidly. In a few months he went from being robust and strong to bedridden and totally dependent upon others.He called for a priest, who heard his first confession and then offered the Eucharist at his bedside, where he received his First Holy Communion. In the last months of his life, his Catholic faith was all that mattered to him. This led a woman in the group to recall an incident when a tornado had wiped out her family’s farm and the family had sat huddled together in the storm cellar, praying the Rosary. At that moment their faith had mattered more than anything else in the world to them. Someone else mentioned that in the weeks following the 9/11 terrorist attacks on this country he had noticed more people in the Church and more fervency in the way people seemed to pray. Our faith is a matter of life and death and our faith is totally centered on Jesus Christ.The Scriptures reveal that Jesus did not leave us as orphans but founded a Church. He made the very human apostle Peter the first leader of this Church. He left a memorial of his saving death in the Eucharist and commanded his disciples to perform it.
Getting the most out of the Eucharist is an urgent task, then, because our very life depends upon Christ, and Jesus comes to us in the celebration of his passion, death, and resurrection at every Eucharist. Jesus said that he is the vine and that we are the branches. In the Eucharist we receive the very life that connects us to Christ the Vine.
Monday, October 05, 2026
Michael Dubruiel on Novenas
When Jesus ascended into heaven, he told his Apostles to stay where they were and to "wait for the gift" that the Father had promised: the Holy Spirit. The Apostles did as the Lord commanded them. "They all joined together constantly in prayer, along with the women and Mary the mother of Jesus, and with his brothers" (Acts 1:14). Nine days passed; then, they received the gift of the Holy spirit, as had been promised. May we stay together with the church, awaiting in faith with Our Blessed Mother, as we trust entirely in God, who loves us more than we can ever know.
Sunday, October 04, 2026
St. Francis of Assisi - October 4
Saturday, October 03, 2026
Michael Dubruiel: October is Rosary Month
Michael Dubruiel conceived and put together the small hardbound book, Praying the Rosary. Click on the cover for more information.
The Gospels show that the gaze of Mary varied depending upon the circumstances of life. So it will be with us. Each time we pick up the holy beads to recite the Rosary, our gaze at the mystery of Christ will differ depending on where we find ourselves at that moment.
Thereafter Mary’s gaze, ever filled with adoration and wonder, would never leave him. At times it would be a questioning look, as in the episode of the finding in the Temple: “Son, why have you treated us so?” (Lk 2:48); it would always be a penetrating gaze, one capable of deeply understanding Jesus, even to the point of perceiving his hidden feelings and anticipating his decisions, as at Cana (cf. Jn 2:5). At other times it would be a look of sorrow, especially beneath the Cross, where her vision would still be that of mother giving birth, for Mary not only shared the passion and death of her Son, she also received the new son given to her in the beloved disciple (cf. Jn 19:26-27). On the morning of Easter hers would be a gaze radiant with the joy of the Resurrection, and finally, on the day of Pentecost, a gaze afire with the outpouring of the Spirit (cf. Acts 1:14) [Rosarium Virginis Mariae, no. 10].
As we pray the Rosary, then, we join with Mary in contemplating Christ. With her, we remember Christ, we proclaim Him, we learn from Him, and, most importantly, as we raise our voices in prayer and our hearts in contemplation of the holy mysteries, this “compendium of the Gospel” itself, we are conformed to Him.
Friday, October 02, 2026
Feast of the Guardian Angels - October 2

Yours and mine...
From the Catholic Encyclopedia:
That every individual soul has a guardian angel has never been defined by the Church, and is,consequently, not an article of faith; but itis the "mind of the Church", as St. Jerome expressed it:"how great the dignity of the soul, since each one hasfrom his birth an angelcommissioned to guard it." (Comm. in Matt., xviii, lib. II).
Thursday, October 01, 2026
October 1- St. Therese

Therese imagined that in the spiritual life we are all like infants at the foot of the stairs being summoned by our Heavenly Father to climb the heights--which try as we might we cannot do. Finally the Heavenly Father will come down the stairs and pick us up and carry us up the stairs. Which of course is a beautiful child like summary of what the Trinity has done in the incarnation of Jesus.
Are you and I trying to climb the stairs? Is our Faith in Him? Abandon yourself to the God as a child abandons oneself to their parents.
St. Therese, pray for us!
Michael Dubruiel
Wednesday, September 30, 2026
St. Jerome: September 30
September 30 is the memorial of St. Jerome. More from Pope Benedict XVI:
What can we learn from St Jerome? It seems to me, this above all; to love the Word of God in Sacred Scripture. St Jerome said: “Ignorance of the Scriptures is ignorance of Christ”. It is therefore important that every Christian live in contact and in personal dialogue with the Word of God given to us in Sacred Scripture.
This dialogue with Scripture must always have two dimensions: on the one hand, it must be a truly personal dialogue because God speaks with each one of us through Sacred Scripture and it has a message for each one. We must not read Sacred Scripture as a word of the past but as the Word of God that is also addressed to us, and we must try to understand what it is that the Lord wants to tell us.
However, to avoid falling into individualism, we must bear in mind that the Word of God has been given to us precisely in order to build communion and to join forces in the truth on our journey towards God. Thus, although it is always a personal Word, it is also a Word that builds community, that builds the Church. We must therefore read it in communion with the living Church.
The privileged place for reading and listening to the Word of God is the liturgy, in which, celebrating the Word and making Christ’s Body present in the Sacrament, we actualize the Word in our lives and make it present among us. We must never forget that the Word of God transcends time. Human opinions come and go. What is very modern today will be very antiquated tomorrow. On the other hand, the Word of God is the Word of eternal life, it bears within it eternity and is valid for ever. By carrying the Word of God within us, we therefore carry within us eternity, eternal life.
The Power of the Cross by Michael Dubruiel.
Tuesday, September 29, 2026
Accidently Like a Catholic - The Warren Zevon Story

(Michael Dubruiel died less than 2 years after writing this post.)
My introduction to Warren Zevon came in the early 1980's when I was in a record store in Gainesville, FL looking for a new album that had just came out (I don't remember what the album was). While in the store I was caught up with the album they were playing over the PA system..a singer was singing about being in Hawaii and abandoned by his girl to the "Hula, Hula" boys with a refrain in Hawaiian. It piqued my interest. I listened on to the next song which was about going to Memphis, Graceland to be exact and digging up the king and begging him to sing about those heavenly mansions Jesus mentioned and imagining him (Elvis) walking on the water with his diet pills.
I was hooked.
Who was the artist? I asked the guy at the counter.
Warren Zevon.
The album?
The Envoy
I became a big fan, there is something about a certain class of artists, usually more know for their songwriting than their singing that has always categorized my favorite singers. People as diverse as Tom T. Hall, David Alan Coe, John Prine, Matraca Berg, Neil Young, Neil Diamond and Warren Zevon have long been my favorites. In some ways Zevon was the most diverse of all of them. One minute you were apt to hear a classical string piece introducing some twangy anthem to "playing that dead band's song...all night long" (the dead band referring to another of my long time favorites Lynyrd Skynrd's "Sweet Home Alabama" the next some hard rocking tune. Zevon in many ways defies definition.
I'll Sleep When I'm Dead: The Dirty Life and Times of Warren Zevon
One of the most intriguing elements of the bio, that is very minor in the book but is there throughout his life is Zevon's fascination with the Catholic Church. In Spain he tries to convince then wife Crystal that they convert--she's reluctant, so nothing happens. Later when asked by someone what his religion he says, "Catholic." He attends Mass with a woman whom he sleeps with in the same apartment building, another time when troubled in Ireland he finds a Catholic Church and enters during Mass emerging afterwards and writing in his journal of the experience "Peace be with you" which seems to be something that eluded him throughout his life--hence the song title and book title "I'll sleep when I'm dead." Perhaps the worst part of this flirtation with Catholicism happens when he is diagnosed with terminal cancer and given only three months to live and visits a Catholic priest with a friend only to be told that he does not have time enough to convert (for non-Catholics and Catholics out there--this must be some reference to the RCIA process which normally takes about nine months to complete, but the priest was wrong to say this--but may not have understood the situation).
As a Warren Zevon fan I loved this book. As a Catholic I wished that Warren might have fallen into the hands of a saintly priest or Catholic who might have given him the tools to redeem all of the demons that tormented his soul and kept him from committing to anything but death in his life. To paraphrase another author, we all are either living to sleep or sleeping to rise--unfortunately Warren was haunted by death (see the skulls that dominate his album art--complete with dangling cigarette), but somewhere in the midst of it all I think the grace that haunted him might have won out in the end.
Warning for the prudish--this book contains all the gore one might expect from someone involved in rock and roll--but in the midst there are glimmers of those heavenly mansion Jesus mentioned...
Monday, September 28, 2026
Michael Dubruiel: OCIA Guide to Confession
In The Pocket Guide to Confession by Michael Dubruiel:
This pocket guide is meant to serve as an aid to such a varied group as those who:
- Confess regularly
- Are becoming Catholic
- Are making their First Confession
- Have been away from this sacrament for some time
- Are waiting for a "sign" that God can forgive whatever horrible sin has been committed
You will find:
- Answers to basic questions about Confession
- Help in preparing to make a good Confession by examining your conscience and praying before you celebrate the sacrament
- A walk through the sacrament
- How to use the experience of the Apostle Peter as a model for your own ongoing conversion to Jesus Christ.
Sunday, September 27, 2026
St. Vincent de Paul - September 27
Today is the feast of St. Vincent de Paul. From today's Office of Readings.
Saturday, September 26, 2026
Blessed Fulton Sheen
Below is an excerpt from the introduction to Praying in the Presence of the Lord with Fulton Sheen , edited by Michael Dubruiel, originally published in 2002.
Excerpts from the book will be published in this space over the next few weeks, in honor of Archbishop Sheen's beatification on September 24, 2026.
Silence (3)
Be silent, all flesh, before the LORD; for he has roused himself from his holy dwelling -ZECHARIAH 2:13 (RSV)
Reflection by Michael Dubruiel
Spend some time reflecting on the following:
1. Meditate on Psalm 46:10, "Be still, and know that I am God" (RSV). Spend the time in silence in the presence of Our Lord worshiping Him
2. Meditate on Psalm 62:1, "For God alone my soul waits in silence; / from him comes my salvation" In your heart plead with God in silence for His grace.
3. Meditate on Ecclesiastes 3:7, which reminds us that there is a time for every purpose under heaven "a time to keep silence, and a time to speak" (RSV). Ask God for the grace to know when you should be silent and when you need to speak.
Prayer
Lord, in the silence reveal yourself to me and teach me to know who you have created me to be and what I should do. Fill me with your love and drive out all fear that I may feel at this moment. Amen.
Friday, September 25, 2026
Blessed Fulton Sheen
Below is an excerpt from the introduction to Praying in the Presence of the Lord with Fulton Sheen , edited by Michael Dubruiel, originally published in 2002.
Excerpts from the book will be published in this space over the next few weeks, in honor of Archbishop Sheen's beatification on September 24, 2026.
Silence (2)
Be silent, all flesh, before the LORD; for he has roused himself from his holy dwelling -ZECHARIAH 2:13 (RSV)
Reflection by Michael Dubruiel
Bishop Sheen shows that the practice of silence is in imitation of Our Lord, who spent entire nights alone in prayer. If He, the Son of God, did this, how much more do we need to do it?
We become like Our Lord when we pray be- cause, like Him, we come to know who we are in God's eyes and what our mission is in this life. The Scriptures highlight that Jesus spent the night in prayer before choosing the twelve apostles (see Luke 6:12- 13) and before His arrest and crucifixion.
We know that in His prayer at Gethsemane Jesus prayed from His heart, pouring out what was on His mind to the Father. But we also know from that same prayer that He was silent and waited for a response. An angel was sent to strengthen Our Lord into His waiting.
Too often we can be tempted to do all of the talking in prayer and not leave room for God to respond to us. As Bishop Sheen points out, fear is what keeps us from being silent. We are afraid of what God might reveal to us if we are silent. The Scriptures show us that this is not abnormal but that the message of God's angels is always the same: "Do not fear."
There is a great power in silence, something that is almost palpable. We notice the world around us in a way that we don't when we fill our lives with noise. This awareness leads to our being present to the now. It is the now where God has placed us, and it is the now where we need to worship Him.











